Friday, December 30, 2011

Passing Sad, Getting to Happy

For the past couple of weeks I haven't felt like myself. I've felt sad and almost depressed even though I don't show it.  Now this isn't going to be an "Ohh! poor me!" type of post. I just have to state that, though life has been ok for me and I mean hey, I got everything I wanted for Christmas and I got 2 weeks off of school, but this started before school and it's not really something someone else can "fix". This is a rode that I have to take solo, (but I hope it ends someplace good like the Emerald City) like most things I've been trying to overcome. And even though people try it only brings me happiness for that time being I go into a down fall and feel bad again.
Unknown. Tumblr.

Getting myself out of a Harold mood before he met Maude. But don't worry I don't mean suicidal or  even fake suicide.

Unknown. Found on tumblr.

Getting an education of life. From An Education.

Pretty in Pink

Now I have to kind of thank Bridesmaids for my realization of what I need to do. Because if you've seen Bridesmaids you remember when Megan is talking about her life as a kid and all the crap that's happened to her and how she over came it and she's basically happy with her life and she didn't sit around and pout. I think what I'm going to do is pull myself away from unhappy and unpleasant things. Fill my life or "world" with only happy things that can help me enjoy what I have and cherish it and accept it. And not care about how people see me and like me because when you like yourself people will like you. So with that I LOVE pictures so above you saw some not as happy pictures and just things that kind of show how I feel and below are things that are what I WILL feel like.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Im Your Auntie Mame!!!!


A movie I only see once a year is Auntie Mame. It's not traditionally a Christmas movie but my mom feels it's special when its only able to be watched when it's Christmas time. I know that only about 10 minutes of the movie involves Christmas but growing up thats what I consider it to fall under the genre of.  This is one of my favorite movies. Rosalind Russell is so glamourous. I love everything about Auntie Mame. Her Madonna like hair do's, her wardrobe, her fairs in her constantly changing apartment and of course her love for life. LIVE! LIVE! LIVE!!!! Life is a banquet and most poor suckers are starving to death!!

Monday, December 12, 2011

Sweater Weather!!!

It's December!!! Yep I just feel like yelling that at people to show them that how excited I am about it. But most people probably wouldn't respond because they all have calenders and don't like people yelling in their faces. Whatever. Anyways since my life has mostly involved shopping which i don't mind one little bit it's been all Christmas gifts. I wish I was Jewish and Catholic so then I could celebrate even more like some of my friends but nope I celebrate one holiday like most people. Hmm... so this is what it feels like to be like everyone else. My family and I are really into Christmas we've been listening to Christmas music since it started which was one week before thanksgiving. Weirdly I haven't gotten sick of it yet I just know all the lyrics to every song, gee I wonder why. The house, the car, the mall. Before school, after school, before the morning announcements and on the weekends. But I'm not complaining. Also almost all the movies I've been watching are Christmas ones.  So a long rant (or jolly story of my Christmas life) shortened I love Christmas! I love it so much I risked my life putting up Christmas lights this weekend getting stuck on the roof behind a blow up Santa in a convertible car!!

Since it's winter or almost "officially" winter, I don't listen to the calender its rude always slowing/ speeding days up. Grr!! It's cold. I bet I just taught you something very new. Anyways I like coats and sweaters. Especially ugly Christmas sweaters!! There warm and soft or sometimes fuzzy or itchy and can either make you look old and crazy or "hip" and "cool." So let's all open our sweater drawers or closets. And let the warmth begin!!

I really love my Cliff Huxtable, Millie, Harry Soloman, Kevin Macalister sweaters I have. Also just random vintage. Or Rory Gilmore-ish sweaters.